martes, 11 de octubre de 2011

long time no see

Buenas buenas noticias hace un rato que no escribia en mi blogg pero he estado retroalimentado muchas cosa dentro de mi vida ya saben haciendo ajustes necesarios para la vida, saben como es esto.
Muchas veces en la vida se tiene que dejar ir o sacar patadas a la gente que en verdad no es buena para el desarrollo de la persona en este caso de mi, debido a esto hace rato que me he dado cuenta de muchas, peculiaridades de la vida en si y de todo esto que ha pasado desde hace rato , mas sin embargo duele , crecer duele que no es cierto.
Ademas de eso durante este tiempo me he estado dedicando plenamente a mi y a las cosa que me gustan.

miércoles, 31 de agosto de 2011

BELONGING

For certain amount of time I had been trying with out noticing to fitin in a place that I was never supposed to belong.
And is not that I wasn't aware of that, because I always felt as if something was really wrong about being there, with those people that lack creativity and make fun of my comments and my creations , and even more my ways of prooving that the money wasn't the main thing in my life.

jueves, 25 de agosto de 2011

What are we?

Are we just a genetic recollection of traces of actions that our ancerters made?
If thats true do we make our own mistakes or we our actions are just a reacction of our genes ?

martes, 23 de agosto de 2011

Things change


Its funny how thing change in a way that was unexpected, adn somehow they make sense.
Today, Started as a usual amount of music to cheer me up and get ready to go to work, it was fine actually it was better that fine,but i was reading my mail and I saw an e-mail that change my perspective of what i though it was a real friendship.
I wont get in to the deatails of this encounter between reality and awful surprises.
This post was a about how thing change, specially in every single one of our relationships and how we grown in variuos and different ways and some time the people around us change in a way that we never tought they will.
It hurts a lot but thats how we learn.

domingo, 21 de agosto de 2011

Proportions of dreams


What if the proportions of my dreams are different than others. The Picasso proportions in his paintings aren't the same as our perception. Same as the perspective and expectation of my dreams vary from others.
- AbLuTT -
Y que si las proporciones de mi sueños son diferentes a las de los demás, que acaso las proporciones de las pinturas de Picasso son iguales a las que todos vemos, no es esto por que varia su perspectiva a la nuestra.
Así mismo la perspectiva y las expectativas de los sueños de los demás varían a los míos.
- AbLuTT -

sábado, 20 de agosto de 2011

Goals

The other day i was walking down the street and i started to think about goals, some of the people that where walking where aware of their goal but what about the people that lack the idea of goals in life what fuels them to keep on walking??

Then I started to think that sometimes so many people walk and run in their lifes with out a personal goal and they only do what is expected , but i couldnt avoid to ask my self why dont they question themselves and realize why are they doing that !!!

Maybe is because is easyer to fullfil the goal that other people trace for them. the expecttations are there you only have to get ther and touch them and you will be considered a real person.

But where the fun is doing that what the goal that they follow is it their goal only to reach the goals that others expected or Am I asking to mucho of myself by tracing my own goals ???

Sense of achievement

Sometime when we bring to the table the subject of sense of achievement people automaticly related to work and carer.
But what about the most important achievement of our lives our legacy, that sometimes is undervalue, just because it cant be mesuare.
I think that one of the most important things that we have to review every year even more everyday.
Because that is what we are going to leave in this world.
But my question is have you ever felt that sense of achievement in you personal live and if it not have you ever felt it in you professional life?

viernes, 19 de agosto de 2011

Green Tea Frapuccino

Today, As anyother day , I went to work and i'll be back to work again in an hour.
Is not that relevant rbut these days i decided that I'll change a lot, because some how I got an external motivation, and I 'll take advantage from it as much as I can.
Thank you :D

lunes, 15 de agosto de 2011

Inward

Have the courage to look within ourselves first, instead of blaming others when things go wrong. Have the courage to own up to our mistakes. If we can all do this, life’s problems can be easily resolved. We’ll never find the solution by looking outward all the time. Because nobody is entirely right, and we all add fuels to the fire.

domingo, 14 de agosto de 2011

Today

Today, was a really nice day, first I went to work , then i decided to take a nice cup of coffe at a new place I end up in a nice cofee shop at a hotel near the canada place.
Then I went to the olimpic tortch just to take some pictures.
As soon as i got there i discovered that there was this Festival from india with a little show.
Then I saw BOLLYWOOD under the stars . . . 3 hours and 10 songs later the movie finally ended with everyone dancing and singing LOL
Then i went to my buss stop in front of the cathedral and when i was waiting for the bus i heard a realyl nice sound coming from the cathedral so i went closer there was this man in the stairs playing with his violin a vivaldi piece.

Then i when i was going back to the buss stop i saw and AD that said:
"A relationship that's not only building for you , It's growing with you , there's no other way but up "

Maybe is a sign . . . but ill figured out later for now . . .
TODAY
TODAY WAS NICE

miércoles, 3 de agosto de 2011

What are the climate implications for expanding biofuels?

http://vimeo.com/27261604

lunes, 1 de agosto de 2011

Fuegos Artifuciales


El otro dia en VAN fue el incio del festival de la luz, fuegos artificiales en la costa de VAN, en ese momento como no puede encontrar forma de encontrar a mis amigos entre la multitud, los vi sola con una koreana que estaba a mi lado, con a cual me puse a platicar mientras comenzaban.
Cuando comenzaron callamos y miramos las luces en ese momento me puse a pensar sobre la improtancia de la luz en los seres humanos, , claro no es como la importancia de la luz del sol para superman pero es algo a lo que creo dentro de la idea de optener sus super poderes del sol salio , de la idea del la luz para loa seres humanos.
Afrontemoslo la luz nos da muchas cosas como:
- felicidad
- comida
- colores
- vivienda
- vida de verdad
Que acaso podriamos vivir la vida sin luz y de ser asi como seria nuestra vida.?

miércoles, 27 de julio de 2011

Frustration

The taste of frustation is pretty sticky, Ok, that's my point of view, some times i wish you could was it away easily, but you can't.

Frustration:
frus·tra·tion noun \(ˌ)frəs-ˈtrā-shən\
Definition of FRUSTRATION
1: the act of frustrating
2 a : the state or an instance of being frustrated
b : a deep chronic sense or state of insecurity and dissatisfaction arising from unresolved problems or unfulfilled needs.

For my case these days the last one is the most acure definition of frustation,in every sense.

Well what to do with frustation, in order to avoid getting stock in it.
What I have been doing is trying hard to get that has been frustation me even in my dreams, but I can't seem to reach it.So given so I been trying to change it.
But I cant you see sometimes is about Obsession and all that comes from it, but I have been thinking that is not that is just an other mission that I have to fulfill before i get to the next stage.

But I need help, is not usual that I ask for help but this tiem I really need you're help.

martes, 26 de julio de 2011

When you feel like a cloud is over you head . . .

Sometime in life,you feel like a little cloud is chasing you every where you go, but is that so . . .
I firmly belive that, sometimes is useful specialy in sunny days because you could get burn. . .
What i mean is that sometimes this little clouds give us perspective about sertain situations that we couldnt handle any other way, because the brigthness of the sun could hide more interresting stuff .

viernes, 22 de julio de 2011

Man's word

When I was 8 years old,that summer i spend it at my aunt at this green place located in the central part of Mexico.
At that place i couldnt go out and pay with the rest of the kids, because is wet as Vancouver, and I have a strong allergy to humidity.Given that those days that I went outside I spend them wathing flowers ,lady bugs and some time catching fireflies in the early nigth.
One of those days I went so happy that I found this little tinny buches of flowers full with colors , I remember that they also smell really nice too, so I ask my aunt about the name of those little beautiful and amazing flowers, and she told me something that I came to understand completly a few years ago.
The name of he flower as my aunty say , because I really dont know if thats the real name, was and still is at least for me MAN'S WORD.
You see the point is that they are really beautiful, but since they are bunches of little flower once you cut them from the little bush,They fall apart.
Yeah sounds really familiar because once you belive in the word of a man ( once you cut them) they fall apart.
Isnt that sad.
I wish I could find a picture of those little flowers I wont promise anything but at least ill try.







Lantana camara

Arbusto de baja altura, con ramas cuadrangulares, pilosas. Follaje perenne formado por hojas aovadas, acuminadas, de superficie rugosa. Flores pequeñas, dispuestas en capítulos abundantes desde la primavera hasta el otoño. Especie sensible a las heladas. Se cultivan distintas variedades de acuerdo al color de su floración.

miércoles, 20 de julio de 2011

Does your path have a heart?


"Anything, anything you do is one of a million paths.
Therefore you should always keep in mind that a path is only a path.
If you feel you should not follow it you must not stay with it under any conditions.
To have such clarity you must lead a disciplined life.
Only then will you know that any path is only a path
and there is no affront to oneself or to others in dropping it, if that is what your heart tells you to do.
But your decision to keep on the path or to leave it must be free of fear or ambition.
I warn you. Look at every path closely and deliberately.
Try it as many times as you think necessary.
Then ask yourself and yourself alone, one question.
This is one question that only a very old person eventualy asks.
And my benefactor told me about it once when I was so young and my blood was so vigorous for me to understand it. But now I understand it, and I'll tell you what it is:
Does this path have a heart?
All paths are the same, they lead nowhere.
They are paths going through the bush or into the bush.
In my own life I could say I have traversed long long paths but I am not anywhere.
And my benefactor's question has a meaning now:
Does this path have a heart?
If it does the path is good,if it does not it is of no use.
Both paths lead nowhere but one has a heart and the other does not.
One makes for a joyful journey and as long as you follow it you are one with it.
The other will make you curse your life. One makes you strong, the other weakens you.
The trouble is that nobody asks the question.
And when a man finally realizes that he has taken a path without a heart the path is ready to kill him.
At that point very few people can stop to deliberate and leave the path.
A path without a heart is never enjoyable.
You have to work hard even to take it.
On the other hand, a path with a heart is easy.
It just does not make you work at liking it.
For me there is only traveling on the paths that have a heart, or any path that may have a heart.
So there I travel, and the only worthwhile challenge for me is to traverse its full length.
And there I travel looking, looking, breathlessly!"

by Carlos Castaneda.

martes, 19 de julio de 2011

SALES

I Love SALES i can not deny that, i love the way the MKT people handle to make people belive that they are buying for less than the regular price.
I not only about manipulating people to buy like a desperate, id the way the do it.
Well today, I was thinking about SALES.
Whats a SALE ?
According to Merrim Webster a SALE is:

SALE noun \ˈsāl\

1: the act of selling; specifically : the transfer of ownership of and title to property from one person to another for a price
2a : opportunity of selling or being sold : demand

But about SALES in a matter of people, and Im not talkinga bout slaves or so, The only thing that Im saying is that this way of manipulation of the stuff that we buy could be apply in the way that our lifes has been developing this days.
What Im saying is that sometimes we SALE ourselves to the wrong or the trenddy ideas.
Should we think about the trends that we follow a little more ?
If that true , whats your price , what triggers your trends ???

lunes, 18 de julio de 2011

Hidding


Today I was looking for a place to hide from me but i couldnt find it :S
As crazy as it sounds people tend to hide from themselves , A few weeks ago before I graduate from school , at class we where talking about how people scape from there reality, and it does not matter how amazing the work or life is the scaping happens because a reason.
I firmly belive that , this reason is the hidding from themselves , but why would we wanted to scape from ourselves ?
If you think about it , the way our life developes depends only on our crazy, radical, instant, deeply thought desitions,but why if we dont like where we are?
We stay , and sometimes we scape. . .

domingo, 17 de julio de 2011

No theme

Today I have no theme at all, Im just a little frustrated

martes, 12 de julio de 2011

Madurar (1)


Últimamente he desarrollado la extraña habilidad de desconectarme cuando estoy trabajando para pensar en otras cosas mientras lo hago, Hoy estuve pensado sobre lo que en verdad significa hoy y desde mi punto de vista madurar y no puedo decir mucho sobre que es lo que es madurar pero si sobre lo que no es:
MADURAR NO ES:
- Ganar dinero
- Casarse ( sobre todo si esta boda es algo forzado o algo que para cumplir con un requisito social al que has decidido atarte VOLUNTARIAMENTE)
- Ser padre, ser padre no es ser maduro, sobre todo si no es por elección
- Tener cosas sobre todo si estas cosas también son parte de ese requisito de sociedad
- Tener muchos estudios Sobre todo si estos estudios no sirven de nada para tu persona y solo para hacer mas dinero
- Dejarse llevar por la corriente
- Tomarse la vida super en serio
CONTINUARA

SER MADURO ES HACERSE RESPONSABLE DE:
- Lo que se decide
- Lo que no se decide
- Lo que se deja atras por un sueño
- Lo que se pierde cuando no se decide con la cabeza fria
- Las acciones tomadas cada una de ellas

CONTINUARA . . .

Voces


En los antiguos tiempos oir voces cuando uno estaba solo era considerado una locura, sobre todo cuando se comentaba con otras personas.
Ahora es algo mas que normal y no hablo de las personas que escuchas voces solo por que si hablo de todos nosotros, como?'
Muchas veces cuando estamos solo escuchamos voces , claro por telefono jeje, no esu n alivio a la soledad que sentimos cuando estamos lejos de casa , por que cuando uno cuelga el telefono.
La misma soledad de la que eramos victimas anterior a la llamada regresa de una manera mas cruel y fria que se siente al despegar el audicular de nuestros oidos o al botar ese pequeño trozo de circuitos llamado blue tooth.
Bueno la locura puede que no sea por el simple hecho de escuchar las voces aquellas que interrumpen la peculiaridad de nuestro dia con noticias buenas o malas o solo para escuchar voces familares que despejan ese sentimiento que se tenia guardado desde hace rato y que al oir el dulce sonido de esa voz.
Sea para lo que sea el reconfortante telefono nos aleja o nos acerca mas a nuestras personas queridas.
Comento esto debido a que el otro dia tube yo como mesera mas conversacion con los integrantes de una familia en una mesa que ellos entre si puesto a que cada uno de ellos tenian su propio smartphone y no cruzaron palabra....
sera que al tratar de acecarnos mas a los demas perdemos contacto con los mas cercanos.
Esto forma parte mas de una paradoja de comunicacion que trato de analizar mientras estoy lejos o sera cerca ???

LUCK

Some luck lies in not getting what you thought you wanted
but getting what you have.

A VAN day . . .

I had been here in VAn for more than 130 days, but I love every single day, how they start how the end, and how sometimes you cannot distinguish betweeen one an the other !.
But today I really spend some time analizaing how thisday has been developing.
Every day I wakeup and I already have ligth I know is not the sun shine perse, but is ligth, then the first thing that i smell at the main exit of the building is a little essence of chinesse tea, then all the folkore of the people in the street of my dear nd stinky china town.
I walk down hill to the buss stop under that big elm tree and i sit and see how people walk to who knows where with the rare faces and the mental notes , and sometimes not that mental and more self spoken notes.
then my bus comes. . . .

domingo, 10 de julio de 2011

Who I ??

Sometimes when people ask me about wHO I admire, relating to history I used to have no answer but now I do.
Is not only because shes in every 200 pesos bill, is because her story and her knowledge is fascinating.

Arraignment Of The Men

Males perverse, schooled to condemn
Women by your witless laws,
Though forsooth you are prime cause
Of that which you blame in them:

If with unexampled care
You solicit their disdain,
Will your fair words ease their pain,
When you ruthless set the snare?

Their resistance you impugn,
Then maintain with gravity
That it was mere levity
Made you dare to importune.

What more elevating sight
Than of man with logic crass,
Who with hot breath fogs the glass,
Then laments it is not bright!

Scorn and favor, favor, scorn,
What you will, result the same,
Treat you ill, and earn your blame,
Love you well, be left forlorn.

Scant regard will she possess
Who with caution wends her way,—
Is held thankless for her “nay,”
And as wanton for her “yes.”

What must be the rare caprice
Of the quarry you engage:
If she flees, she wakes your rage,
If she yields, her charms surcease.

Who shall bear the heavier blame,
When remorse the twain enthralls,
She, who for the asking, falls,
He who, asking, brings to shame?

Whose the guilt, where to begin,
Though both yield to passion's sway,
She who weakly sins for pay,
He who, strong, yet pays for Sin?

Then why stare ye, if we prove
That the guilt lies at your gate?
Either love those you create,
Or create those you can love.

To solicitation truce,—
Then, sire, with some show of right
You may mock the hapless plight
Or the creatures of your use!

I'll leave you with the link to her biography:
JUANA DE ASBAJE.




http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Juana_In%C3%A9s_de_la_Cruz

NO FACEBOOK

As you know for the next 8 days including today, I wont get in to facebook, the reason for this to happen is because I really want something , ans as they say to get something you want you have to make sacrificies , and this is one that im offering in order to get that thing that i want !!!

So given that i cant logg into my facebook ill be abusing his blogg just to express myself :D

Mimicry

I was walking aroud the other day, when I started to think about how many times when you are in youre comford zone, the way you dress, talk,express, move and walk change in a way that some how you see youre self blending in the social enviroment.
Is this because we want to belong to this social organism or is just because that the way human beings are design.
The idea of having to blend yourself in the society sourranding you is a little bit scary if you think about it.
Because that means that your losing a part of your self just to fit.
But what could we do to avoid losing our selfs , This is not a selff experience, this is what i recall watching people do to save them self from a sociey belndig.
* Dance the way you want when everybody else is drunk , in that way they wont remember.
* Singing the nasty or the most anoying songs that you like , when youre alone at your house
* Walk in funny unique ways when you fell happy
* Laugth , scream , cry , jump
* Write emails to yourself with the critics of the people around.
Anymore ideas ? ? ? ?

Doll Time

When I was a little girl i wasnt exposed to a new age reality of media. It was the lately 80's and the begging og the 90's .
Back then I wasnt aware of how important it is to own a Barbie doll and dont get me wrong i had one , actually I had several of them is just that i didn't know how to play with them at all.
When I was 8 i moved to Mexico City, what a change , but since i got asma , i couldnt go out and play little a so called normal girl.
The first time that I went out to play with my neighbors, It was a revealing experience, I had been watching from my window how they played and how they borrow stuff, so i assume that the game was reallly interesting and nice.
That day I went to play with my dolls, I remember they where beautiful almost new, since I didnt pay with them at all, Then I realize that the game was a little bit boring because they where emulating REAL life as they see it , getting married , having boy friends , compiting with each other to see who had the most expencive and new doll.
I was really shock about that I thougththe game was about gaming using every little part of our imagination and not trying that hard to be like the so called best one.
I remember telling my mom that day , mom why they try to not be them selves, why are they trying so hard to be all the same ??
OMG when I look backwards I think that a really important issue that keeps on standing out in every single aspect of my life.
WHY WOULD I WANTED TO BE SOMEELSE IF I COULD BE MYSELF.

jueves, 7 de julio de 2011

Getting lost

One thing that I really love about getting lost even if sometimes is scary, i love to find my way back home, or back to a safe place.

miércoles, 6 de julio de 2011

Waiting . . .

Wait ! ! !
OK
How could we wait the unexpected. . . or even the thing we expect to happen.
Always be ready is one of the things that they teach you at the scout boys, but how could you always be ready for thing in life . . . i guess you never are and even is youre ready for them WHEN are they going to happen . . ., maybe sometimes is better that they dont happen at all.

Fear . . .

Fear is one of the topics that I'll keep on repeating over and over again in this blog or my personal notes at home.
But I kept on learning about it every day.
So here it goes, fear, as once yoda said
" Fear is to Angry , Angry is to hate, Hate is to suffering"
Even though is just a movie it has something that got my attention in that little quote, and that is that the root of every sinlge human problem, well thats what i think at least.
Let me explain fear of not being what you eant or not having what you want leads you to behave in a different and even wierd or scary.
I think tha mos scary part about being afraid is that sometimes, (most of the times) the think that you fear the most is YOUSELF.
I resently discover that I really fear comitment in a very terrrible way. . .
So WHAT DO YOU FEAR THE MOST ? ? ? ? ?

News

Sometimes news come in a very strange way,and it doesnt matter if their good or bad, and the end i think they just got to you ears when you need them.
Lately i have been a little more quiet thani usualy am, is not because i'm depress or sad is just because i have cicles when i just want to think and write or draw, but as you see and read this time is writting.
Welltoday i got the best news ever , one of the best ones and Im really happy about it, i wont tell you what it is because thats not the topic here.
News , how to be ready . . . or how could you prepare you self for being the creator of those news by asking about them.

5 TOP features of a Peter Pan Man

Recently I read a book about Peter Pan Syndrom And I really belive that is every where in every guy, in different levels but still so i'll leave you with the main characteristics:

1) Sustain a higher grade of affection needs
2) Has a excess of egocentrism and narcissism
3) Has a lack of resistence towards frustration
4) Develop a little capacity of self-criticism
5) Has difficulties to acept simetric relationships with the opposite sex.

So watch out !

lunes, 4 de julio de 2011

Ephemeral . . .

http://www.flickr.com/photos/tpk/3806630907/lightbox/

. . . DO I NEED TO SAY MORE ??

Lonliness . . .


The other day i was walking to my house at nigth , when i started to think about loneliness, is it a state of mind or is more about where are you and how that makes you feel?

miércoles, 29 de junio de 2011

Waste of freedom



Today, I was reading an article that a friend of mine posted about human trafficking around the world.
That got me thinking about how people in general waste their freedom , by trying too hard to get rid of the idea of a real world, an scape from their reallity just because they think they can't handle it.
Instead of trying to create a better reallity for themselfs and helping these people to improve a reallity that seeems like a living hell.

Sometimes people never got the change in a life time to see the world the way we see it, like in the pic that i have posted at the begging of this post.
And sometimes people take it for granted, I know is really sad, even depresing.
I used to complain about the so called LUCKY PEOPLE with the pre program life, and how easy it is to make a living with their parents sevings for them, but I never thougth that from the point of view of the people who is being trafic around the world I'M A LUCKY ONE dont you think ?

http://www.guardian.co.uk/news/datablog/2011/jun/27/human-trafficking-us-state-department

martes, 28 de junio de 2011

Sometimes, is a riot normal? (1)

A week ago I had this homework to read and analyze this article that appear at the georgia straigth, eventhougt Im not at school anymore, I decided to do it.
It took me along time to read it because I really like reading on paper, and latetly I had been really lazy, but today I got it and I finally read it all !! :D
So this is what i think,
regardess of the riots being fans or not I really think that the core of this "activities" is tha educational system lacking that spotlight that it needs to become something more boundable, because if yo think about it the MEDIA has been taking a main roll educating the RIOT GENERATION.
I not about the thing that are useful for the work and stuff is more what they learn about social behavor.
and I'll quote CARL JUNG
" The persona for example, is an archetype that represents the social personality of someone. It is a mask we use when we face the outside world, while the shadow is an archetype that represents the wild unknown region of the human psyche, and must be transformed into human."
. . .

Who?


i was reading one of my favorite bloggs, when I found this quote . . .
"NEVER SACRIFICE WHO YOU ARE JUST BECAUSE SOMEONE ELSE HAS A PROBLEM WITH IT"
And that gotme thinking about how much a person will sacrifice for others peoples belifes, and that i have been doing it for a while, but I think when you realize about it is time to change it.
I know I kept on talking ( writing about) change, is not that is hard form to doit well is as hard as you wanted to be, but now I THINK IS TIME to do it and IM READY SO BRING IT ON !!!

When you feel alone waiting . . .

So often in life you feel like you're alone on an island , whether it´s because you can't bring yourself to make an important decision, or because you're waiting for an answer, or simply because you know a secret you wish you didn't.

PICKING

Today I was listeing to my favorite radio program http://www.thepositivemind.com, Then I heard this Quote " PEOPLE PICK , THE WRONG PERSON FOR THE RIGTH THINGS , AND THE RIGTH PERSON FOR THE WORNG THINGS"
And I started to think more about the human relations in general because, is a mater of choices and responsability and at the end people regret choices and avoid responsability , what if the clue of being happy lies in RESPONSABILITY.

carry vs learning

For a while I had been trying to feel the way that I feel rigth now but I couldn`t maybe because of my troubled life, but do I carry around of my baggage?
I really think that is not a baggage as long as you learn what you have to learn from it.
Because if you think about it, every single experiencein our life, is very very important to our personal development specialy if we have to really learn from it.
Is not that we find a big resolution to every one of our trouble, is just that we have sustain ourself from what we have been living rather that carried around with it . . .

lunes, 27 de junio de 2011

La fuerza de mi expresion mas alla de ser escrita creo que es visual

Desde pequeña, tratando de encontrar maneras mas elocuentes de expresarme he tenido problemas por la falta de palabras para decir exactamente lo que quiero decir, mas sin embargo mis ganas de aprender a expresarme de la manera correcta, me han llevado a generar esta habilidad de ser autodidacta.
La cual me ha llevado a aprender mas sobre el lenguaje de lo que yo esperaba y por ende he aprendido mas sobre muchas cosas, mas sin embargo todo esto tiene si lado negativo, pero por que tiene que tener un lado negativo el aprender ustedes se preguntaran. . .
Bueno no es tanto como negativo, es algo que me genera un tipo de impedimento social, no es que crea que todas las personas saben lo que se, es cierto muchas no lo saben, y me miran como si yo fuese un bicho muy raro al que no le gustan las palabras comunes.
Es solo le hecho de decir ENOJADO en lugar de FRUSTRADO es una diferencia muy clara con respecto a lo que ocasiono ese sentimiento en ese justo momento.
Es como si trataran de simplificar tanto lo que se siente que es como si dijeran que la pintura solo son colores. . .
Este llama do por mi impedimento, y lo llamo así por que me ha generado problemas de comunicación efectiva atravez de los años y de verdad no es algo que me afecte a mi es una molestia que les genera mi personalidad a las personas que me rodean, en especial mis parejas, sobre todo aquellas que no tiene un vocabulario adecuado , y para nada estoy implicando que sean tontos o ignorantes o nada por el estilo, lo único que pasa es que no conocen ya sea por que no se les enseño o por que tienen una barrera social al expresar sus sentimiento de la manera adecuada.
Bueno debido a esto me he rodeado de gente cuyo vocabulario y manera de expresar se es totalmente diferente a la de los demás, es un tanto mas completa y exacta.
Un grupo de personas incluyendo a mi familia que tratan de mejorar sus expresiones de enojo y afecto para con los demas.

Wine tasting ----- serving


For the past years I have been tasting different kinds of wines , and I really love wine but this time I really have to learn the most basic about the serving.
You see I love the tasting but what about the serving !! Well it seems that i have a new challenge in my live !!! yes !!!! I REALLY LOVE TO LEARN STUFF CAN YOU TELL?

Misions


I started this post like a week or more ago but I haven been able to finished in the rigth way, because I was digesting it.
Here it goes, not too long ago time periods was defined by a friend of mine, as misions of a video game, like GTA, I think the extapolationg of this idea, is not that crazy at the end, because you see some times lives tries to put you down as the game gets a little bit difficult but if you search really hard, you find you way to get thuogt the mision, but what if you want to change the game.
Like i did when I decided to come to this amazing journey to Canada, what if . . .
Given that We only live once I say do it WHY NOT !! do you think?

domingo, 26 de junio de 2011

How to lose your free and wild soul

This post is dedicated to a person that I'll always consider my friend because I used to admired him so much even thougth now He has lost that spirit I know that somewhere inside he stills have it. FLP
Usually I dont post dedicational post like this , but today , I fell like it.
I really grateful for what I learn when he was aroud, but what makes me really sad is that HE CHOSE TO CHANGE HIS LIFE WITH MONEY AND IN THAT PATH HE LOST HIS SOUL
And the core of the problem is not that he change, is that he try to do it with money he took the esasy way. . .
And Know when I see him wiht that empty smile and funny sad faces that he does i can only think about the pictures of that old drunk or sad clowns that i used to be afraid of when i was a little girl.
But i still admire him beacuse he stills try to change and run away from the dark side of the force.
So thanks you for every thing.

sábado, 25 de junio de 2011

Have the courage


Have the courage to look within ourselves first, instead of blaming others when things go wrong. Have the courage to own up to our mistakes. If we can all do this, life’s problems can be easily resolved. We’ll never find the solution by looking outward all the time. Because nobody is entirely right, and we all add fuels to the fire.

miércoles, 22 de junio de 2011

Graduation !!! ON TIME

Last week i garduated for my english school here in Vancouver, but even though i'll have to keep on the hard work to keep on learning.
so what yes !!!! I`m an english geek from now on, until i feel like giving French a second oportunity because I know is a little rusty but I'll improved on time..

ON TIME... Those two words had been chasing me lately, like on time you will graduate, on time you'll know , ON TIME, is not like I'm really unpacient is just that sometime i wanted to know when that time will be but given that ON TIME i'll know hahahaha.

I know as i told a friend on mine the other day NOTHING HAPPEN BEFORE OR AFTER THE TIME IS SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN EVERTHING HAPPEN IN THE RIGTH TIME !!

CHEERS HAVE A GOOD ONE !!

domingo, 22 de mayo de 2011

I Love this song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8PJW7JVpv1A

lunes, 9 de mayo de 2011

EARINGS

What's the importance of wearing earrings ?


Well for me. . . When i was 2 months old my grandmother Ines die just a few seconds before she could make my ear holes for my first pair of earrings.As sad as it sounds this has been an unusual way to start my story with this fashionable and superficial accessory.


At that time there was just a coincidence but for my is quite bigger than just a simple matter of synchonia.


You see a few years later when i was between 8 - 10 years i felt that i wasn't in a place that i felt a simple and abstract felling of belonging.I was a little innocent girl that believe honestly that we all where the same, but immerse in a high class society ,even thougth i was rigth, everything was against me.


But what does this situation has to be with earrings. . . you see one rainy day at morning i fogot my earrings , for me i wasnt a big o deal but for them it was as if i lost my hole essence, as I was naked that day.
For several years after that I have been very carefull of wearing them every single day. As you se this weight has been terrible to carry around every single day of my life.
But today . . . specialy these day i have been able to not waer them at all, and I FEEL FREE , i feel more MYSELF.

viernes, 6 de mayo de 2011

INTOXICACION

Michas veces cuando la gente no habla de intoxicacion, lo primero que viene a la mente de todos es drogas.Cualquier tipo de drogas y en escencia la intoxicacion son drigas pero muchas veces no tomamos en cuenta, que las nuestro cuerpo produce, esas reacciones quimicas que el cerebro proboca ante una grna variedad de sucesos que nos acontecen.
Sucesos una vida entera alguien dijo alguna ves que nuestro estado humano se define algo asi "somos en escencia accidentes esperando a reaccionar"
Aunque por una parte conhincido con esta via de pensamiento tambien mi opinion puede variar bastnate, por que entonces le resta merito a las acciones que tomamos dia a dia no ?
Despues de todo nuestras deciciones estan de cierta forma manipuladas por nuestras adicciones a las reacciones quimicas probocadas por nuestro cerebro, sustancias como oxitocina o serotonina.
Sera que cada uno de nosotros siempre tenemos este tipo de adicciones ? sera que la nuestras adicciones dictan el curos de nuestras vidas, o sera tan solo que hay cosas sin las cuales nuestra exisstencia no tiene sentido desde nuestro punto de vista.

jueves, 5 de mayo de 2011

Colateral damage


When you are playing video games you never think about the colateral damage that you are creating , and Im not taking about the dmage to you mind or the damage to the video characters like this clear visual example:





martes, 3 de mayo de 2011

CATHARSIS ??

When i was 10 years old I learn this word, i can not remember what took me to learn it but i did.
Since then i have been aware.
So Historically this is what i found about it just to set the tone for the next post.

http://cabinet.auriol.free.fr/Documents/cache_catharsis.htm

jueves, 28 de abril de 2011

Apariencias . . .crecimiento

Durante mi vida, y sobre todo cuando era pequena pensaba mucho sobre esta pregutna
Acaso mi vida seria diferente, si yo hubiera nacido con una apariencia diferente ?
En esta pregunta me refiero a apariencia diferente como la apariencia donde la gente promedio de Mexico me viera como una persona bajo los estandares de "atrativa".

La respuesta que he recibido durante todos estos anos preguntado en mis varios ciculos de amitades ha sido SI.

Pero por que?

Cuando estaba en la carrera de Mercadotencia ( MKT) aprendi que las apariencas en cuestion de ventas son la carta de presentacio de la empresa.
En otras palabras la apariencia de tu producto o de tu SPONSOR es una base fija de lo que quieres expresar y vender a tu cliente final, mas no siempre a tu consimidor final.
A lo que voy con esta deviasion de tema es que aunque el cliente final lo compre, no quiere decir que el consumidor valla a desarrollar el gusto por este.
Vamoslo los panales de los bebes son un producto que las Mamas ( cliente final ) compra para su bebe ( consumidor final).

Ok entendiendo esta corta pero significativa diferencia pordemos notar que aunque las personas compre la idea de ser de cierta forma. no quiere decir que esta idea les valla a gustar o si ?

Regresando al tema de las apariencas , la persepcion de las personas de tu entorno se ve alterada por la manera en la que te ves y deja de importarles como te sientes o como piensas creen que esto sea un factor importante para que las mentes se desarrollen de cierta forma al pasar de los anos o que este solo y pueda desarrollar diferentes valores que largo plazo son importantes ? o que solo es una consecuencia ?

Sera que todo esto esta relacionado con la en que crecemos ?
. . . .

domingo, 24 de abril de 2011

Models ! !

I was watching Sex and the city tonigth just because I don't hace anything else to watch.
Then they tocuh a subject that I been having interesting since al on time ago
Models.
One of the more powerful phrase that they say that got me thinkinng about this was,
" We live in a culture that promotes imposible standars of beauty "
And honestly why and when did we agree to be reduce our selves in one word
"LOOKS"?